because your messaging me, and i’m okay with it. I don’t feel all nervy inside, I feel fine talking to you again. Maybe we could be friends now? Maybe I’m ready ? Maybe I’m actually over you?
and its you. It always is you too..
i need to stop eating so much food. I need to stop getting fatter and fatter. I need to lose some weight. 10 weeks and i’m in a bikini - get a fucking grip emma and stop eating so much shit.